happy new year, guys
hope it’ll be better

I wanna change something but I don’t wanna die for it.

it is so hard to breathe

I am so scared that I may not wake up next morning

when you finally passed finals

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we presented gifts today
it was the first time i gave presents to my new friends (hope we are)
it was exciting

i am really insecure of seeing myself in the photos or mirrors or somewhere else
it is scary
i have no pictures of myself
i am always the guy who takes a picture
so sad

I’d wanna be a small ghost
I could be invisible and just watch at windows how people live their lives watch to see everything
let me be a ghost please

there is definitely something terribly wrong with me: i can’t concentrate on anything, i have headaches and dejavu and i am so sleepy and tired, my brain rejects to accept any information and memorize things
and i have lots of exams to take but can’t study for them
help
me
please

everything is ruined
i am scared of doing anything